arghh . mah.post.jus ..
PHEW ! gone ~

met.up.widd.jie.at.TB.plaza.ytd
andd.guess.wadd.he.appearedd. ~
i.tot.dhat.jie.they.all.already.knew.dhat.he.came.bakk .
budd.they.dunch . he.jus.came.bakk.niaaa ~

jie.left.us.aside.at.ljs.tuu.go.look.fer.jieping .
i.jus.dunch.noe.why . dunch.noe.why.
dhat.waddeberr.stuffs.and " ??? " i.wanna.ask .
was.jus.stuck.in.mahh.throat .
i.couldn't.spit.dem.up ~

andd.den . i.asked.him.whre.did.he.go .
why.he's.missing . why.he.didn't.cum.bakk .
he.kept.QUIET ! . =/
and.den.we.jus.went.into.absolutely.silence .
nobody.talked . i.kept.lookin.at.other.stuffs
-be.it.ppl.or.jus.tables.and.chairs .
.tuu.divert.mah.attention .

why.karnn.he.jus.tell.mie ..? -.-"
he.asked.mie . " ni.hao.mahhs ..? "
andd.den.i.said . " BU.HAO ! "
askk.him.dhat.wen.i.couldn't.find.him .
he.knew.how.enxious.i.am.anot .
he.jus.merely.came.up.widd.sum.reasons ..
tuu.convince.him.abt.him.missing .

budd.. i.knew.he's.lyin .
orhh.guys . PLS.PLS.
dunch.eberr.lie.tuu.mie . i'll.becum.insane .
shouted.at.him . " bu.yao.pian.wo.liao.la ! "
he.jus.wouldn't.say.dhar.truth .
so.what.shudd.i.do ..? =/

he.promisedd.tuu.cum.bakk.soon .
wenn.he.gave.mie.a.call.in.dhar.morning.dhat.day .
andd.he.went.missing.since .
jus.LOATHE.dose.promise-breakers !!
ppl. ! DUNCH.eberr.promise.mie.anything .
ifbb.euu.meant.tuu.break.em ~
den . i.RATHER.euu.nort.promise.mie.anything !

i.calmed.down . and.think.oberr.
hais . we.karnn.bie.bakk.as.usual.lerhhs .
dharr.feelings'.nort.dere.animore .
promise-breaker .and.a.liar .
i.told.him.dhat.i've.already.broken.up.wid.him .
during.dhar.days.he.went.missing .

kept.bakk.mahh.tears.larhhs .
haishh . he.jus.said.sorwiie .
loads.and.loads.and.loads.ofb.tymes .
budd.ifbb.sorwiie.is.useful.horhhs .
y.euu.stew.nid.police.arhs .

he.asked.mie.tuu.gibb.him.another.chance .
he'll.wait.fer.mie.derhhs.ifb.i.dunch .
andd.i.told.him .. dunch.wait.fer.mie .
once.a.relationship.ofb.mine.is.oberr.
its.damn.hardd . i.mean.almost.tuu.impossible .
dhat.i'll.get.bakk.widd.him.again .
so.dunch.waste.his.tyme . cos.once.i.gibb.up .
i.meant.it . and.i.do.it .

no.point.gettin.upset.oberr.someone.hu.dunch .
right ..? its.too.late.tuu.repent.larhhs .
he's.a.nice.guy . budd.maybiie.its.fate .
dhat.i.could.only.habb.him.fer.short.period.ofb.tyme..?
andd.coincidentally .. today's.20th .
ifb.we.were.stew.together . today's.our.2nd.mth .

" wo.men.zuo.hui.HEN.hao.HEN.hao.derh.pengyou.okie ? "
cos.ii.stew.wanna.be.gud.friends.wid.mah.ex[s]
i.didn't.dare.tuu.look.at.him.larhhs .
jus.kept.lookin.sumwhre.else .

all.ofb.us.went.oberr.tuu.jie.hse .
ii.use.com . internet .
harharhs ! actually.we.fought.fer.dhar.com .
andd.ofb.course.ii.win.larhhs .
i.owaes.hab.ways.tuu.make.em.gib.up.tuu.mie :PP
budd.den.soon.aft.i.fell.asleep.on.her.bedd .
perhaps.too.tiredd.lerhhs ..
normalli.jus.wanna.slp.aft.i.cried .
so.cosy . so.comfortable . ~

today.nehhs .. wanna.go.oberr.junction8 .
tuu.watch.dharr.xiaoyuan.superstarr.
karen's.goin.tuu.register.worhhs !
kept.encouragin.her.tuu.go .
cos.she.suits.dhar.requirements ! :DD
monday.i've.gort.dnt.exams.at2pm.
wonders.ifbb.i.can.make.it . ~
heardd.loads.ofbb.other.skools.derhhs .

two.more.days . and.i'm.FREE !
though.i.know.dharr.results.arhhs .
terrible *

dis.song . is.a.piano.piece .
-KISS.DHAR.RAIN . nicey.rite ..?
felt.lyke.cryin.wenn.euu.listenn.carefully .
jus.BLAST.loud. [ ifbb.ur.family.dunch.mind ]
ii.stew.lurve.classical.music.though . darhdarhhs ~


whiie.did.euu.habb.tuu.cum.bakk.
wen.i've.already.decided.dhat.i'll.gibb.up.on.euu ..?
we.karnn.biie.bakk.tuu.dhar.past.lerhs .
i'm.nort.gonna.cry.fer.any.guys.anymore((:
besides.i.dunch . except.fer.him .
he's.dharr.first. and.dhar.last.i'll.cry .
i.PROMISE ! .

SORWIIE . we're.over .
pls.do.takkairee .




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